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i have my period and ive been feeling a bit meh the last few days. i slept most of chrsitmas day. i got home on Christmas eve. yesterday was okay except for the pain i was in when i realised i had my period. it thankfully went away once i took painkillers. i really need to go to the shops to get food but i dont want to. i also want to play with some of my new camping gear but its only 12 degrees at the moment whicj is annoying. im feeling really conflicted about work roght now. really really conflicted. i dont feel like i can really sustain my job right now with my health and its making the job a lot more stressful. i also dont really feel like im being properly understood or heard much. idk. i want a break. a bigger break. i have work tomorrow night and I kinda just want to cry. there are some cool things ive been trying to do on the computer too but im just feeling meh. its not only my period doing this. its lotsa things. trying to be kind to myself because i DO have my period, but im just feeling blah about a lot of things recently.