I have been having some dreams of late that are incredibly personal so I haven't been sharing quite as much, or have I? You may figure out what I mean by this.

yikessssssssss lol at my dream this morning

thinking about it now I think i was kinda subconcioulsy processing sexuality stuff.

I initially thought it might have been some of the issues around orientation and gender stuff as well as being worried about being people pleasing and getting lost in something and losing sight of my ability to look after myself, but I also am now thinking that I may have also been projecting my past self/insecurities around sex and shame and stuff onto this girl because I heavily associate her with the religion I grew up in........ interesting. interesting.